Routine

Feb. 2nd, 2025 07:13 pm
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Started to wrangle my free time better at the beginning of the month as I figured out what I wanted to try and accomplish most days. My bullet journal/planner/coloring book has been helping me stay organized and on task. Analog habit tracking is going well, but I'm sure some of my habits will shift once I have the yard to deal with again

Immediatly after work I spend about an hour doing meditation/yoga/home workout with body weight exercises. Then an hour to 30 minutes before I get in bed to read I color and/or work on art. Inbetween that is whatever I think I'll have the time/energy for. I've been making little lists during the day of things I want to do after work

I think my biggest change is during work hours I work, and really focus on it. I run/walk or go to the gym or grocery store during my lunch hour. I was constantly trying to shoe horn other tasks in during my work day because I knew I wasn't going to have time afterwards, I was going to make dinner and then sit on the couch and watch TV because that's what he wanted to do. I think that added a layer of uneeded stress that I'm no longer feeling

PS. I still don't have a couch. And I started a food diary this past Monday

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More of a brain dump so I don't lose sight of the things I want to attempt to accomplish this year

Goals
- More traditional art

- Do something else with my hands, creatively. Like:
    Crochet/knit so I can make cute shrimp/lobster/shark I've been seeing on Instagram
    Learning to use my sewing machine so I can make blankets, bee pajamas and eventually my own fursuit parts
    Cross stitch? Or something silly like friendship bracelets out of thread

I've been good, so far, about spending my evening 'wind down' time coloring, so I'd like to continue that

- Find a drop in figure drawing class, I feel rusty
- Cooking class? I want to change my relationship with cooking

Travel
Cons:
    FurSquared (AA)
    MCFC
    FWA
    IFC (AA)?
    Aquatifur
    MFF

- Charleston for kayaking

- Alaska w/ Mom to see the midnight sun/cruise

- A week in Ludington with friends

- Whatever trip with Dad

- New Hampshire

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I really wanted to get this out before MFF but time didn't allow it. I probably should've started drafting this weeks ago...

( Life update... )

( tl;dr... )

Travel

Nov. 3rd, 2024 12:03 pm
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In Florida currently visiting my Mom early for her birthday. I got in last Wednesday and leave tomorrow. I was at a very small party last weekend, and this week I leave Friday morning to go to Aquatifur in Wisconsin, after that I leave to go to Charleston for some days. I'm basically home long enough between trips to unpack, do laundry, re pack and work a few days. It's nice, but I'm unsure if I'll be burned out by the time I get back and settled. I know I'm going to have a lot of leaf clean up to do, and have to help with signing day for football the weekend I get back. Then it's Thanksgiving, then it's Chicago for MFF after that. I also think I have to be at work December 12th, but have to confirm that still


I was going to take my Mom on a cruise for her birthday this year since she turns 70, but she wasn't feeling like helping plan after all her money got stolen this summer (she got it all back). So, we're thinking about doing an Alaskan cruise next June around the summer solstice, because I always wanted to see the midnight sun. I need to start a spreadsheet to keep my research straight, but I think it'll be fun if we pull it off

Football

Oct. 10th, 2024 09:00 am
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Still trying to get better about writing here, but I've been busy since Sunday

We had 4 mini camps for football this year and all of them had a surprising amount of people, or at least way better than last year's turn out. I was better about organizing registration so I wasn't typing or re-writing everything into different spreadsheets all the time. Currently getting all that info ready for tryouts on the 19th. Finally got our contract from our (new to us) indoor practice facility the other day, but because busy I haven't been able to look it over. We got squeezed out of our normal place because soccer kids and they were cutting us a deal on their hourly rate because we're a non-profit. So I'm sure they're getting way more money from the soccer groups. Honestly, there's a severe lack of indoor turf space in the greater Grand Rapids area, same for ice, but the facilities cost a lot to build, so I get it

I was/am a bit undecided on playing this year. I already made it clear our indoor practice schedule wasn't going to work for me (Friday 9p-11p, Saturday 7a-9a), I'm too old to be getting 5 hours of sleep because I like to wake up and have coffee/breakfast before practice and the facility is 30 minutes away. We completely gutted our coaching staff though, except our head coach, so I'm curious about the new offensive we'll be running, but man, I just want to do other things with my time. It's hard not to want the exercise though, and I feel like after Thanksgiving or so I'm going to be busy doing a bunch of crap around the house so that'll keep me occupied


I also have ink art to post that hasn't gone anywhere but my Telegram channel, that's seriously how busy I've been

Truck

Sep. 30th, 2024 08:16 pm
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Trying the lost art of long form writing. Sharing things I haven't mentioned elsewhere

So, the air in my truck went out a few weeks ago. It's been sitting on cardboard in the garage since winter because it's been intermittently leaking some kind of fluid, but not enough for me to really worry about it? It's going on 14 years old so it's going to happen at some point. My air had been struggling for a couple weeks but since we were getting so close to fall I figured I might be able to wait it out. Nope, decent sized leak on the cardboard finally and the air quit, so I take it in. I'm leaking coolant, not oil (it's a slow seep, as is custom with my age/style of Escape). A/C needs serving, but mechanic is worried about my radiator because of the leak. He's got to take it out to service the A/C anyway so I agree if it's bad enough he can replace it so I don't get double dinged for labor later. I'm 2200 bucks poorer, but it's been... 5? years since I've put anywhere near that kind of money into my Escape, so I'm trying not to crab too much. But it'd be great if I didn't have to do that again soon

Also! I went in halfsies with my mom on her 5th wheel up at Dodge City campground. She originally was splitting it with one of her sisters but she has some other life stuff going on and can't right now, so I offered instead
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...Oh. Felt like this is something to share?

...Oh. Felt like this is something to share?

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Leon's been intermittently not eating for a while, he wouldn't normally go more than 24 hours or would start sneaking Sephie's food (when she was here) He had been losing a little weight because of this, and I've been contemplating starting him on wet food, but he's a picky ass. There had also been a bit of vomiting, only water/saliva that seemed to go away when I gave him some hairball cream. I had a hard time pinpointing what was upsetting his stomach because he would sneak Sephie's food and I was traveling a lot. When we got back from Traverse City on Sunday I realized he should probably go see the vet, he had been barely eating, drinking more than normal and his slightly stinky breath turned into death breath. Blood work on Monday revealed he has kidney disease, prescription food is supposed to help with it, so I brought some more and started mixing the foods to switch him. I also have some cream that's an appetite stimulant. The problem is, he's still not eating, and I'm unsure how much he's drinking at this point. I brought him in again yesterday for an anti-nausea shot and an IV. He laid in the cat tree in my office where the heated pad is most of the day, dozing or just laying there, alert. He used his litter box for the first time that day before bed, after I went and plucked him out of the cat tree to physically bring him to bed with us, since he always sleeps with us. He seemed to have used it again last night/this morning, but still, no eating. Waiting for the vet to open at 9 to see what else can be done, she had mentioned showing me how to IV him on Monday, but since at that time he was eating/drinking some, we didn't feel that was necessary. But maybe that's where we go from here. He gets around well enough, but he's a bit wobbly. I'm not sure he can get up on the bed anymore, or in the cat tree, but I've been picking him up and putting him places he normally would be. I have a headache from the amount of crying I've been doing lately. He's not even 12 yet, he's supposed to outlive Bishop, I'm not ready to say goodbye.

I've been incredibly distant on Twitter/Telegram, some of that due to this, but some it just not feeling like I want to talk, about anything. This, life, work, the house, nothing. I've been low key irritable lately, maybe because I keep forgetting to take my vitamins...

Not sure when or if I'll talk about this publicaly. This (LiveJournal) isn't public to me anymore, no one's here

Update: Dropping him off for IV fluids for the next 24 hours. Hopefully flush his kidneys and get him eating

Update (2.15): Leon didn't get as many fluids as the vet would've liked because his line got kinked sometime in the night, which happens when not at an emergency hospital. His kidney levels have improved some and he was more alert this morning, so I had him transferred to an emergency vet (which is much closer to the house) and he'll be there for the next 48 hours continuing with fluids, anti-nausea, pain meds for the ulcer under his tongue they found yesterday (also part of kidney disease) and some antibiotics (just in case). He will be getting a feeding tube through his nose this evening if they can't get him to eat. Usually they'll start eating on their own after the tube, you just have to get them started. I'll call about bloodwork in the morning. I'm basically going to continue to do everything I can as long as he's showing improvement with his bloodwork, eVet wants to get him to a point his kidney levels plateau and we can discuss next steps at home with meds, the diet change and fluids

Update (2.16): Bloodwork was much much better this morning, though he's still not eating on his own, he's got a feeding tube in his nose now and they've been able to get him some food that way. We went and saw him today and he was very affectionate and able to get around really well despite the amount of drugs he's on. He laid in my lap a bit and really enjoyed looking out the window of the room we were in and laying in the sun beam. Doc is aggressively trying to treat his mouth ulcers, since she feels that's what's keeping him from eating by himself, he seems interested in food when offered at least. Everyone there says they love him and that makes me so happy :) They told me what a sweet affectionate cat he is and how they love to pet him. Hoping for more good news tomorrow, and maybe I'll get to bring him home, I really want him eating on his own first though

Update (2.17): Called this morning and they hadn't done his bloodwork, but said he was perky and ate on his own a little very early in the morning. I called later about his bloodwork and his kidneys are continuing to get better, still not in high-normal range but a lot closer. I opted to keep him another night on fluids, since he's still improving I don't want to stop what is working. She did say he hadn't eaten on his own again, but when I went in to visit this afternoon the nurse said he did eat when she went to do his 1p medication. Excellent! They brought him and his fluids in to the same room we were in yesterday, he looked out the window some but really just wanted to lay on me and nap, so he did. When he woke up he was very interested in his food but didn't quite seem to get there, I think he's still worried about the tube in the way, so I put some on my fingers and gave it to him, he actually opened his mouth around my fingers and licked. I grabbed more of the wet food and basically hand fed him almost all of it until he wanted to get up and run around, which is difficult when you're still attached to the IV and wobbly. Super glad he's eating finally, I have more hope I'll get to bring him home tomorrow

Update (2.19): I didn't get a chance to update last night, I was a bit more focused on getting Leon to eat (he still hasn't, but was very interested in his food pre-medication this morning). I brought him home yesterday afternoon, unfortunately his bloodwork didn't show any improvements and his kidney values were a little worse, he also has high blood pressure, so he's on a medication for that too. We're currently at anti-nausea, appetite stimulant, high blood pressure and 'magic mouthwash', which is what they give cancer patients that get mouth ulcers from chemo. He slept well last night and is getting around the house well enough, I've moved to the couch today so he can sleep on me while I work. Hoping to get him to eat today/more consistently, I went to Walmart and got a few different things for him to try and eat based on what they told me at the eVet, I got 3 different kinds of wet cat food, canned meat (spam, tuna, chicken, vienna sausages) and looked for baby food with meat but everything was fruit/veggie based, I may check Meijer later. The doctor just wants me to get him eating consistently before he switches over to the k/d food, though when we ate for me on Monday it was just the k/d. Bloodwork recheck with the normal vet at 4p today

Update (2.20): I wanted to update again last night but was exhausted. Bloodwork still wasn't good yesterday, kidney levels are on the rise. He ate around 2.30-3p yesterday, but only a bit, his mouthwash was knocking him out pretty good so we decreased that. I got shown how to give IV fluids at home, every other day, but at this point I'm just buying time. I was supposed to be out of town (again, no rest for the wicked) this weekend as it's my aunt's celebration of life in Buffalo, but I don't want to leave Leon on this point, I want to be around him as much as I can. He has another appointment next Thursday for bloodwork check, but...

Reflection

Feb. 5th, 2016 02:04 pm
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I don't think this is the right icon, but I didn't want to use Batman.

The article [livejournal.com profile] beeweecatcher posted on her last journal got me right in the feels. And compelled me to write.

http://the-toast.net/2015/04/01/in-celebration-old-school-livejournal/

I first want to gripe about how you can't go back more than 2 weeks on your friend's feed without paying some kind of money. Which, honestly, I might do on a rainy day just because I know I can read about you guys for hours.

I've been terrible at this thing for the last few years. It's not that I don't have complete thoughts, I just... honestly, I don't know. I'm really sucked up into that which is Twitter, keeping thoughts consise and to 140 characters or less. But about a year and a half ago, I created another twitter account, one that's locked. It's my vent/word vomit account, mostly where I go to bitch or have a strange stream of consciousness. I realized today, after reading that article, that that is my LiveJournal. It doesn't have the audience this one used to, but it's cozy, and I can speak freely without much question (or acusation, which is what I was more worried about). If any of you guys do Twitter and want it, let me know.

Ending this like so many other posts... hoping that I'll write more

TFF

Mar. 4th, 2015 09:31 am
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Been meaning to write about this, sorry!

Our flight out was more or less uneventful, except there were screaming babies, 4 of them. I managed to get some sleep but my traveling companions (Pawnce and Cosieko) didn’t, they kept themselves entertained with movies and whatnot. Flight wasn't that long, roughly 2 hours which is similar to going to Chicago. Got shuttled to the rental car lot, got our vehicle, which was a very nice Chevy Equinox (I’m not a GM person, but I would have one of those) and immediately went to Kroger because they close at 1am, got mixers then grabbed Taco Bueno (which I’ve never had before, but was tasty) and went to the hotel.

A friend had moved his room at the main hotel to me earlier in the week, but when I went to check in they couldn’t find me. They found the room but it wasn’t in our name. After trying to get a hold of my friend and being unable I called the front desk and asked for reservations, which transfers you to the 1-800 number, I explained to them what was going on and passed my phone to the front desk agent. Everything was taken care of, thankfully, so we headed up to our room. Proceeded to drop our stuff then go see Sparky, Genwyn and Sari in their room as they had done a liquor store run earlier in the day and had picked up some for us. We spent the rest of that evening socializing with them :)

Saturday was spent exploring the con and trying to catch up with people I haven’t met or wanted to spend more time with. We had a good time and the con was laid out nicely. We went to dinner at The Flying Saucer and I got in Random for a little bit before meeting up with Malaika and talking with her, Street and Theolonius the rest of the evening.

That was basically our only day at the con X) Sunday while we were at (very late) breakfast we were checking the weather and came to the conclusion we should probably drive back to Atlanta. Dallas was under a winter storm warning and we were the last flight on Southwest out of Love Field that evening, and we all had to work the next day. So we swapped rental cars because they wouldn’t let me keep the Equinox and drove back to Atlanta. After dropping the rental off and driving home from the airport (where my car was parked) I think we went to bed at 5am. I don’t think anyone went to work that next day @.@

Overall, great con! I’d love to spend more time there, hopefully next year :) I was surprised to hear they were only 50 people shy of tying FWA for attendance, it totally didn’t seem like that many people!
( Something I saw in Artist’s Alley that bothered me… )

Birthday

Feb. 11th, 2015 10:37 am
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My 30th birthday was last month, on the 20th, and I had been talking for a while (at least a year, if not more) about going to Las Vegas with friends and have a really excellent time. I attempted to try and plan it, and even getting discounts on hotels through work my key people just didn’t think they were going to make it. I was disappointed but came up with other ideas that would probably suffice.

Other ideas were going home to Michigan to ski or going to Chicago. The latter seemed like a better idea at the time and I let everyone know that was what I had decided I was doing. Then between the cost of flights at the time and people also seeming like they weren’t going to make that either, I canned the trip.

At this point I was getting frustrated, mostly with myself. I wanted to do something special for my milestone birthday when I’m usually so ‘whatever’ during birthdays, lately I had been going bowling or did trivia night at a bar, nothing special. Since Pawnce and I had talked about it previously as a weekend getaway, I decided to look into cabin rentals in northern Georgia. From there I got a head count of who was coming and booked one that was pet friendly and had a hot tub (and pool table, but that wasn’t a requirement). Everyone seemed to have a great time and it’s something we’d all like to do again for longer than 2 days :)



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Figured I’d get this typed up while getting back into the swing of things at work.

Headed back to Michigan for holiday this year. We left on the 24th and made it in around 7pm, just in time for Chanukah dinner. We saw snow, big flakes, when we stopped in Charlotte, MI for gas but it had turned to rain by the time we got into Grand Rapids, and that would be the only snow we saw for the time. Pretty bummed out about that, I think that’s only my 3rd or 4th non-white Christmas in Michigan.

We stayed with my Dad and relaxed/lazed around for most of the trip. Saw one of my brothers on the 26th with his wife and my nephew and did a bunch of running around on Saturday. We went to the public museum, which I hadn’t been too since middle school, I think, and I got to show [livejournal.com profile] corazon_de_leon around the city a bit. We went and saw my cousin, Shanon, who has been battling breast cancer for 2 years, it metastasized in her lungs recently and got a round of chemo, which works really well, but caused her lungs to collapse so she’s recovering from that. Her spirits are good, and she’s looking forward to being able to go home soonish (at the time she’d been in the hospital 43 days). That night we went with my Dad to a Griffin’s hockey game, which was awesome since they won, by a lot. Wandered over to Grand Rapids Brewing Co. after and had a few beers and a nibble, all of which was very tasty. Managed to drag them to Stella’s for whiskey and old arcade games before heading home.

We left on Monday to get back to Atlanta, as I had to be at work for Tuesday and Wednesday. We went out Wednesday night to a small party at a friend’s house, which was very enjoyable. Got to see and socialize with friends we haven’t seen lately due to busy schedules on everyone’s part. Spent the rest of my 4 day weekend doing very little and being unmotivated. I wish I had used my time more wisely, but, meh, it was good to relax.

Things acquired for Christmas:
Christmas cards from friends!
Galaxy Note 8
Guitar Hero
Guitar Hero II
Okamiden
Snow leopard plush backpack
Target gift card
2 pairs of earrings

Do Overs

Dec. 23rd, 2014 03:10 pm
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Not looking for asspats, just want to word vomit about this ridiculously crappy/very off day I’m having.

This morning as I was leaving to go take Bishop to day care/grooming and Leon to the vet for boarding I noticed my check engine light would not go off, having had my truck serviced this past Saturday I was hopeful it was because of something that Ford had done (or not done). After dropping Leon off I called and they told me to bring it in as soon as I could, it was still early in the morning but I got there among a slew of other cars, called [livejournal.com profile] corazon_de_leon and got dropped off at work. Ford said it would take a few hours to get to.
I got called back around 9.30 saying my truck was done, there was a bit of himming and hawing about whether I had put gas in it after it’d been serviced (which I had not) because the fuel flap (my truck is capless) was stuck and they had to clean it and the fuel line/do some other work. This is normally something they would charge for, but I immediately spoke up and said “Didn’t you guys add a fuel additive when I had service done?” the guy on the line was like.. well, yeah, I’ll talk to the technician about it, this service is on the house. I’m glad this issue didn’t cost me anything other than time, but don’t talk to me like you’re doing ME a favor when it’s your tech that fucked up in the first place.

Work has been dead for the last week, but naturally the day before I’m supposed to go out of town I get slammed. Everything seems to be ruffling my feathers too, I don’t normally mind helping people, but this is one of those ‘do it your damn self’ kind of days.

Disagreeing/fighting/having issues with Pawnce about dinner, also not helping. It’s minor, I know, but when you’re about to go on a road trip, having spicy food that has been disagreeing with your digestive system is not a good idea. I appreciate asking if I have other ideas, but when my ideas also make you think ‘that’s going to cause stomach problems later’ I just want to quit. Are there leftovers? Yes. Are there leftovers enough for both of us? No. Just one more thing I have to worry about on top of packing and getting the car ready tonight.

All of this on top of losing my wallet on Saturday after dropping off my truck for service and cancelling my cards and buying a new license. Thankfully, someone found it and called me (but didn't give it to the service guys at Ford, WTF?) and I got my debit card reactivated and have an ID. But that ate up my entire Saturday.

I wish hiding in a hole was an option.
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So much easier to keep up with all things LJ if work didn’t strip the CSS/Java out of the site.

Anyway, time for some updates.

( Updates... )

Contemplating throwing my Twitter posts on here, no @replies, just posts. Worried about spam though? I don't post more than 3 times a day usually
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Considering it’s been almost a year and a half I figured I’d give an update on my life, for those interested.

( Work... )
( Moving... )

( Misc... )

Woo!

Apr. 21st, 2014 01:29 pm
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Not dead! Just, utilizing other social media. Twitter (@Mahrkale) mostly, I will occasionally post on Facebook and jab at Google+ once in a while.

After talking with [livejournal.com profile] traxer on Twitter I decided to poke my head in, see who was still around and what communities were still active. I do sometimes miss throwing something on the internet that isn't 140 characters, so we'll see if I gradually make my way back here and check it more frequently, maybe give a life update :)

I hope you guys have all been well!
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O...kay. I still read my F-list frequently. Not daily anymore, but more M-F while at work.

I know what’s going on with most of you, I’m sorry I don’t comment much =/

Alright, so, let’s pick up where my last life-type update left off:

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Also, my birthday is this Sunday.
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Currently getting over a cold, boo.

Marrow and Teej left on Monday after spending an extended weekend down here. We did our usual darts and bowling and they saw his family and did some drum corp thing as well. Always nice to have them around :) Marrow gave me her extra sewing machine (minus a part that she's going to mail) so I'm excited to make things with it. I'm looking at mostly dog things right now, since beds and junk and so expensive and I always run the risk of him eating something if I leave him with it for an extended period of time. Also looking at making a steering wheel cover... don't ask.

Hopefully be fully recovered by Saturday as I believe we're still having dinner at Taeray's house. Other than that I have nothing planned for the entire month of August, which I have a feeling is going to get a little boring, but I should get a lot done.

Flight leaves early Friday, the 31st and I'll return sometime on Saturday, the 8th with my Mom. Looking forward to spending a week in Michigan. It's been too long.

Updates

Jun. 27th, 2012 03:56 pm
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I check my F-list everyday, several times a day and yet have a hard time putting anything on here =/ I feel bad.

Alright, so updates since last time:

- Not moving departments at work now, they can’t find anyone to replace me in Mass Channel (surprised? No, not really).

- Went to Orlando for Memorial weekend, that was awesome.

- Had my Dad down very briefly for the Roger Waters Wall Tour concert, that was very awesome.

- About to have Chibi Marrow come down for the weekend as Terri’s daughter’s 1st birthday party is on Sunday. It’s supposed to be triple digits all weekend, starting on Friday. I think I’m going to die.

- Tentatively planning some trips this summer. I should be going home the week of Labor Day in which I’ll help my Mom move down here to live with us until I GTFO of Atlanta. Depending on when and how long I may also make it out to the Four Corners on a motorcycle with my Dad and his friends. I’m hoping that trip gets pushed back to next year as it’s incredibly last minute for me and I’m running out of vacation days.

- My next con is MFF and I’m starting to itch like a damn addict.
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So, as of July 1st I'm moving departments again.

I'll go back upstairs to Carter's Wholesale. Why? Because apparently they're going to try and fully 'pilot' Licensing and need a full time technical artist. Up until now the workload has been divvied up between several techs in addition to their normal workload and it's just not working. Licensing is becoming its own beast and really needs its own tech, so Thomas picked me :D Why me? Because I'm awesome! Actually it's because I'm incredibly fast and efficient what I do. I've been doing it for 5 years, I'd like to think I have a good handle on everything by now. I'm currently 'too fast' (Thomas' words) at the piece of Mass Channel I deal with, and he knows I like challenges so I'm looking forward to moving back upstairs.

On top of the Licensing beast I get a piece of Carter's Wholesale again, which will be all of younger playclothes. I lobbied for getting Older Boy's Playclothes back since it would easier for me to 'auto-pilot' if I needed to, but my older designer, Steve, wouldn't have it and wants to keep the guy that replaced me one more season before giving him up, if he has to. I'm only slightly concerned about getting YPC all to myself, I'm used to having just Younger Boy's (and then all of Older Boy'), but now I'm going to have to deal with Girl's which is always getting tweaked and redesigned at the last minute.
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